#203 First Trimester Repeats

Bismillah. Alhamdulillah.

Saya blogwalking blog sendiri tadi, saja nak tengok entry-entry lepas especially yang menceritakan tentang kewujudan Yusuf dalam rahim saya 2 years plus ago. Then I stumbled upon this entry and I smiled. Rupa-rupanya masih pregnantkan Yusuf dulu, saya hanya mula menulis tentangnya di blog ketika usia kandungan mencecah 25 minggu. 

Siap flashback menceritakan pengalaman masa first trimester lagi padahal masa tu dah second trimester and just few weeks away from third trimester. Nampak nau sejenis yang suka cerita benda yang dah basi. Busy sangat lah konon! Hahaha

Anyway, to be fair, today, I am at my 24 weeks and 7 days. Esok insyaAllah will reach 25 weeks of my second pregnancy. This morning I thought I should be fair to all my kids. I have yet to share about my second little human in my womb on this blog lagi. Tak aci lah, kan? Who knows nanti dia dah besar, dia jumpa blog Mama dia and dia baca dia rasa macam, how unfair my Mama is? Hehe. 

So I better tell about my journey with him, soonest possible. Hehe.

This second pregnancy is planned and wanted. Suka untuk saya tekankan, it is planned and wanted. Lepas Yusuf lahir, memang kita merancang untuk jarakkan kelahiran anak. Sebab, pertamanya saya bersalin Cser masa Yusuf. Keduanya, I want to be fit and healthy again. Ketiganya, we want to be comfortable on financial juga. Hence we decided that bila dah ready, baru plan untuk tambah anak. Hehe.

So when we thought we are ready, we give it a try. Allah swt yang beri rezeki. Alhamdulillah. Bila tak datang haid not long after trying tu, memang I can expect that there is this little human in me dah. Cuma kita watlek watpis, ambil masa sikit untuk betul-betul check. 

So darling, not to worry. Even though you will be our second child, you are always wanted, okay!

My first trimester challenge was quite challenging but not as bad as Yusuf's time. I had morning sickness but it was manageable. Except for my main challenge i.e my gastritis that I can't do anything about it lah. But as far as I could recall, there was only once that I was badly hit by this gastritis. About seminggu rasa teruk sangat, tak boleh makan, tak lalu makan, tak berdaya, bergantung dengan ubat yada-yada. Yang lain-lain tu hanya morning sickness biasa yang manageable. Gitu. Confident. Haha.

Maybe juga kita terpaksa set our mental to be stronger than before sebab this time, while being pregnant, I still have to look after Yusuf yang sedang membesar dan melasak. Kena beri dia perhatian secukupnya. Hence I cannot be lembik-lembik. Although nurse di KK dah cakap, "Mak dah tak boleh dukung Yusuf dah" but I think, I can still carry him because he needs me. Dia nak bermanja kan? And I don't feel tak larat ke apa pun. Yusuf baru 2 tahun and he will not understand if I tell him, "Sorry boy, I cannot carry you because it is dangerous to my pregnancy". Hehe.

So like Yusuf's time, this time pun we still do check ups at KK and Al Islam. We plan to deliver kat Al Islam, insyaAllah. We are just comfortable with the doctors, nurses, services and location. Tak yah fikir banyak. Although actually ada je plan nak try try tempat lain but by now, we have decided to just stick at Al Islam. 

In the next entry, maybe I will share about what are the differences in me between being pregnant with Yusuf and being pregnant with this little human, kot.

Kalau tak lupa dan kalau rajin. Haha.

Till then, please pray for my smooth pregnancy and easy labour insyaAllah.

Wassalam