157# my working experience

Bismillah. Alhamdulillah.

Semenjak 1 December, saya dah kembali ke Legal Department. Kecut perut nak buat balik kerja legal yang telah ditinggalkan 10 bulan. Tapi, confident tu penting. Hehe.

Now dah almost sebulan buat contract review semula. Kepala kembali berdenyut-denyut. Hehe.

So apa yang saya belajar selama saya dipinjamkan ke unit integriti?

Saya belajar bahawa integriti itu bermula dari dalam diri. I am still working on it but so far so good. Prinsip-prinsip hidup tentang integriti ni jangankan kata buku-buku mat saleh lah, Al Quran sendiri mengingatkan tentang amanah, tanggungjawab, masa, jujur, jangan ambil sesuatu yang bukan hak kita, dan sebagainya. 

Selama 10 bulan dipinjamkan ke unit integriti, saya juga sempat ke beberapa buah negeri dalam Malaysia termasuklah Sarawak. Sepanjang 28 tahun hidup, memang first time pergi Sarawak. To be specific Kuching.

Got to deal with people at states, alhamdulillah. Pengalaman.

Working under a different style of lady boss was quite a challenge. But she is really a good mentor. I truly appreciate the chance that I had working with them. They are simply superb. 

I managed to complete my projects of: 1- enhancing TM Ethics Line. You can call 1-800-88-2377 and now you can listen to 3 options. Previously the line was only directed to one particular channel. Now we have 3 channels. 2- Integrity Fellow Batch 4 for Non-Execs. This was like organising an event. We recruit integrity fellows in order to expand the understanding and knowledge within organisation. I am satisfied! 3- Translation of Anti-Corruption Guide (ACG). The existing version is in English. I was tasked to do the translation from English to BM. Was informed that the BM version will be released during TM Integrity Day in January. 

Other than that, I was involved in integrity reaching out throughout states. I went to Terengganu, Pahang, Sarawak, Melaka, Port Dickson, Seremban. It was quite tiring and time consuming but this is what we call experience.

Alhamdulillah. Pengalaman yang berharga. Tak campur lagi entah berapa banyak sesi makan-makan. Hehe.

Actually my stay with integrity unit was about to be extended until January as I was tasked to take charge and lead of the Integrity Day. However due to pressure and request from Legal Department to have me back soonest, they have to let me go earlier. 

Yeay, takyah handle project dah! Haha.

That is why I am currently back in Legal. Nevertheless I am happy and satisfied with what I have experienced.

I remember once, I cried after a unit meeting. Tapi nangis dalam toilet sensorang sebab rasa pressure. Kehkeh.

Sekarang kat Legal, baru nak start busy sikit-sikit. Last Wednesday when we had a unit lunch, boss cakap: "Fateen, I think I need to loop you in the galactic project. So from now on, you will get involve and be on stand by". 

Stand by sesangat lah. Haha. Berserah sajalah. Pengalaman tu kita dapat through buat kerja. Bukan through goyang kaki. Right?

Alkisahnya sebab my manager in legal will be leaving to other division as she got promoted. So there will be a rotation in the department and different manager will replace my current manager. The new manager belum pernah ada experience handling matters unit sekarang tapi dia terror lah hal hal legal ni. Cuma sebab I have been exposed to most of the matters, boss 'perlu' loop me in. 

Chill sahaja. Orang bujang memang selalu perlu bertabah diuji dengan kerja. Hehe. 

PDPA pun kena handle. Sbb boss kita PDPA expert in the company. Anak buah kena lah merangkak pelan-pelan untuk dapat tempias expert tu. Haha

Akhir kata, sekali sekala tulis pasal kerja, rasa macam workaholic sangat. Walhal, gebang lebih weh! Haha

Dah ready untuk masuk tahun baru ke uols?

Wassalam.